Sabtu, 19 Februari 2011

There's something about you

IMAGINE

I imagine you'll appear out of nowhere. I'll be sitting on a bus full of all my friends. I imagine you will walk towards me and look at me with regret in your eyes. I imagine I'll be surprised in the expected kind of way, look back at you and shake my head because I'm tired. Tired of everything, but mostly tired of being without you. I imagine you'll simply say three sentences: I am sorry. I can't live without you. I love you. I imagine I will desperately hold back my tears, and then I will tell you I've moved on. I imagine you will get off the bus, and I will break down. He will put his strong arms around me, and I'll repeat it over and over again. I've moved on, I 've moved on, I've moved on. It will be a lie, and this will be our goodbye. In fact, I wish it was our goodbye. 

Rabu, 09 Februari 2011

And it's hard to forget someone you know you'll always remember.

I can keep a secret, if you can keep me guessing. 

I want to study the geography of your body. I want to start a revolution with you.

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart

Don't leave. You are the only reason I'm still breathing.

Moving on is a violent process. It means breaking up, burning the bridge between the two of you, and shattering a world you once knew so well.

So breathe in so deep, breathe me in, I'm yours to keep.

You can't bullshit me. I've lied to myself often enough to know when someone else is doing it. So how about the truth this time?

Never take it seriously. If you never take it seriously, you never get hurt. You never get hurt, then you always have fun. -Almost Famous.

I know Im not the same innocent girl anymore. I've been through too much lately, but deep down there will always be apart of me that rejects reality and is eternally hopefull.

Everytime I fall for you, you aren't there to catch me.

After a whole year of fighting for your attention, I'm done. It seems now that you're fighting for mine. You always want what you can't have. I get that now. Of course I still care about you; I'm almost positive I always will. But you've changed. I've changed.

You can't push love upon someone. They have to feel it, want it.

I'd call you a scum bag, but what you are, a scum bag would be considered a compliment.

I never thought you'd sink so low. But then again, I never thought a lot of things.

Do you think the reason we fight so much is because we can't face the fact that we might be in love?

If I promise not to cry, can you do me a favor? Look me straight in the eye and tell exactly how you feel about me.

He’s holding back. I know he is. I see it in his eyes, whenever he looks at me. But I don’t get why, why is he trying so hard to ignore it?

"Life is very short and there's no time, for fussing and fighting my friend."

"I don't know what to do now that we're apart. I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart."

Make him jealous that you're happy. And that he's not because he let you slip right through his fingers.

I'm stretching but you're just out of reach. You should know, I'm ready when you're ready for me. And I'm waiting for the right time. For the day I catch your eye, to let you know that I'm yours to hold.

If you had it once, you can always get it back.

You bookmarked this page, in time you will see, if you have nowhere to turn, you can turn back to me.

One thing I’ve learned, that in the face of true love, you don’t just give up. Even if the object of your affection is begging you to. - Gossip Girl

I really missed you tonight. I miss talking to you. I miss knowing that you get me. And every time I talk to someone else, it just reminds me of how much they don’t.

We've gone our seperate ways, but we'll meet up on another page.

I love you, and I hate you at the same time. You know at any given minute you could have me, use me.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. You should've blown me off sooner, just to cushion the fall.

Everyone has a diffrent fight, a diffrent wound that keeps bleeding.

The world is full of assholes. You will always be up against someone, something.

Waiting for the right time may not always be the smart thing to do. Because sometimes, the wrong moment could be the most perfect of all.

You were my ticket outta here and I was your dream come true. You gave me everything I ever wanted, except for you.

As I say the words, I realize how true they are. And maybe that's the trick to getting through it, through life; realizing that everybody, including ourselves, is lugging around some kind of screwed-up baggage. Maybe we are put here to help each other carry the loads.

So many nights, legs tangled tight. Wrap me up in a dream with you.

And he whispers, "Why are you so cute?" As my jeans come undone.

She's got them tattered blue jeans on and she's doing that thing with her hair. This bed could use a secret and these 
pounding hearts could keep it. If you could, then I could - I swear.

Lie to me. Tell me I matter. Through mumbled words and unforgiving lips, spill your heart out to me. Or if you're
too shy to speak, let your pen splatter dishonesty, cause I can't bare the truth.

You're a heart breaker. She's a chance taker. She'll risk it all, and you'll let her take the fall. You'll take away your love, she still won't give up. You push her to the ground, she won't stay down.

I can picture us on the floor. Boy, you would be begging for more.

If this is what you want, I'm fine with that. But please don't ever come back you had your chance.

Just remember this isn't goodbye, your my destiny.

Selasa, 08 Februari 2011


welcome to my funeral
without you i don’t even have a pulse
all alone it’s dark and cold
with every move i die. here I gothis is my confession
a lost cause nobody can save my soul
i am so delusional with
every move i die. I have destroyed our love it’s gone, payback is sick .it’s all my faultI’m dancing
with tears in my eyes
Just fighting
To get through the night
I’m losing it

With every move I dieI’m faded
I’m broken inside
I’ve wasted the love of my life
I’m losing itWhen did I
become such a hypocrite
double life,
lies that you caught me in
trust me I’m paying for it
with every move i die On the floor
I’m just a zombie
who I am, is not who I wanna be
I’m such a tragedy
with every move i dieI have destroyed our life
it’s gone, payback is sick
it’s all my fault I’m faded .I’m broken inside .I’ve wasted the love of my life .I’m losing it