To My Best friend

To my best friend, 

Wherever you may be, I just wanted to let you know that you are amazing. I wanted to thank you for everything you have ever done for me. You have always been there when I needed you, and you were always by my side when times got rough. I want to thank you for trusting me, and listening to me when I needed you to. I wanted to let you know that everything you do means a lot to me even though it seems as if most of it is trivial and stupid. I wanted to thank you for letting me help you, even though I know that you really know how to do whatever it is that I help you with. 

It's only been three, almost two years since I met you, but it seems like its been a lifetime. I never really thought that I would get to know you so well, in the beginning I used to make fun of you behind your back. Then I got to know you, and I grew fond of you. I began to see who the real you was. I learned to see the good in people because of you. 

I know you will never see this, and I'm ok with that. This post is to you, for you, about you, and dedicated to you. Even though I never got to tell you this in person, and even though it slipped once before, I just wanted to say I love you. From the bottom most part of my soul I want to say I love you. I want to stand atop the largest buildings and shout it to the world, but sadly these words will fall upon deaf ears. 

You are the only person I have ever felt this way for, and I will never forget you. 

To all of those who read this, this is tribute to my best friend. he is everything to me, and I can never tell him how I feel. It's far too complicated to spell out for anyone, and I want you to all know the even if you cant have the one you love, there is still hope. Even if its a glimmer, or the faintest sliver, there is still a hope. My hope is that one day he will realize how I feel, and that I fell for her years ago. I know that you love her, and that we are best friends. I know that you know I have feelings for you, and I'm glad you didn't drive me away when you found out.