Age does not protect you from love . But Love , to some extent , protects you from age 

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
Well, you don't know what it's like


To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

I want him but I can't have

I want him but I can't have him. He's soo sweet and nice. When arn around him I feel like another girl. He makes me smile, laught, he's there when I need him or when I need someone. He helps me to try to get through everything in the past and in my way. He's a guy every girl wishes to have. A guy that would be there for you, he won't lie to you, his honest, kind sweet, funny, and special. I want him but I can't have him. I just have him for a friend right now I wish I could be the most special thing that ever happen in his life before. And where he wants to be with me forever and love me like a girl really deserve to loved. I want to have him But I can't. I want to his girl. I want to be the one that holds his hand everywhere we go and even around his friends. And point at me and say shes the one. Ans be there for him when he needs someone, to cheer him up when he is sad, mad. And be there for him when he is right or wrong. The girl that would hold him tight, and love him. Just to be there for him and love him like no there girl has loved him. Just to be there for him until the last day of our lifes. Iust want to be his girl. I want him but I can't have him

Someone .. Somewhere ..

There's something about you

IMAGINE

I imagine you'll appear out of nowhere. I'll be sitting on a bus full of all my friends. I imagine you will walk towards me and look at me with regret in your eyes. I imagine I'll be surprised in the expected kind of way, look back at you and shake my head because I'm tired. Tired of everything, but mostly tired of being without you. I imagine you'll simply say three sentences: I am sorry. I can't live without you. I love you. I imagine I will desperately hold back my tears, and then I will tell you I've moved on. I imagine you will get off the bus, and I will break down. He will put his strong arms around me, and I'll repeat it over and over again. I've moved on, I 've moved on, I've moved on. It will be a lie, and this will be our goodbye. In fact, I wish it was our goodbye. 

And it's hard to forget someone you know you'll always remember.

I can keep a secret, if you can keep me guessing. 

I want to study the geography of your body. I want to start a revolution with you.

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart

Don't leave. You are the only reason I'm still breathing.

Moving on is a violent process. It means breaking up, burning the bridge between the two of you, and shattering a world you once knew so well.

So breathe in so deep, breathe me in, I'm yours to keep.

You can't bullshit me. I've lied to myself often enough to know when someone else is doing it. So how about the truth this time?

Never take it seriously. If you never take it seriously, you never get hurt. You never get hurt, then you always have fun. -Almost Famous.

I know Im not the same innocent girl anymore. I've been through too much lately, but deep down there will always be apart of me that rejects reality and is eternally hopefull.

Everytime I fall for you, you aren't there to catch me.

After a whole year of fighting for your attention, I'm done. It seems now that you're fighting for mine. You always want what you can't have. I get that now. Of course I still care about you; I'm almost positive I always will. But you've changed. I've changed.

You can't push love upon someone. They have to feel it, want it.

I'd call you a scum bag, but what you are, a scum bag would be considered a compliment.

I never thought you'd sink so low. But then again, I never thought a lot of things.

Do you think the reason we fight so much is because we can't face the fact that we might be in love?

If I promise not to cry, can you do me a favor? Look me straight in the eye and tell exactly how you feel about me.

He’s holding back. I know he is. I see it in his eyes, whenever he looks at me. But I don’t get why, why is he trying so hard to ignore it?

"Life is very short and there's no time, for fussing and fighting my friend."

"I don't know what to do now that we're apart. I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart."

Make him jealous that you're happy. And that he's not because he let you slip right through his fingers.

I'm stretching but you're just out of reach. You should know, I'm ready when you're ready for me. And I'm waiting for the right time. For the day I catch your eye, to let you know that I'm yours to hold.

If you had it once, you can always get it back.

You bookmarked this page, in time you will see, if you have nowhere to turn, you can turn back to me.

One thing I’ve learned, that in the face of true love, you don’t just give up. Even if the object of your affection is begging you to. - Gossip Girl

I really missed you tonight. I miss talking to you. I miss knowing that you get me. And every time I talk to someone else, it just reminds me of how much they don’t.

We've gone our seperate ways, but we'll meet up on another page.

I love you, and I hate you at the same time. You know at any given minute you could have me, use me.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. You should've blown me off sooner, just to cushion the fall.

Everyone has a diffrent fight, a diffrent wound that keeps bleeding.

The world is full of assholes. You will always be up against someone, something.

Waiting for the right time may not always be the smart thing to do. Because sometimes, the wrong moment could be the most perfect of all.

You were my ticket outta here and I was your dream come true. You gave me everything I ever wanted, except for you.

As I say the words, I realize how true they are. And maybe that's the trick to getting through it, through life; realizing that everybody, including ourselves, is lugging around some kind of screwed-up baggage. Maybe we are put here to help each other carry the loads.

So many nights, legs tangled tight. Wrap me up in a dream with you.

And he whispers, "Why are you so cute?" As my jeans come undone.

She's got them tattered blue jeans on and she's doing that thing with her hair. This bed could use a secret and these 
pounding hearts could keep it. If you could, then I could - I swear.

Lie to me. Tell me I matter. Through mumbled words and unforgiving lips, spill your heart out to me. Or if you're
too shy to speak, let your pen splatter dishonesty, cause I can't bare the truth.

You're a heart breaker. She's a chance taker. She'll risk it all, and you'll let her take the fall. You'll take away your love, she still won't give up. You push her to the ground, she won't stay down.

I can picture us on the floor. Boy, you would be begging for more.

If this is what you want, I'm fine with that. But please don't ever come back you had your chance.

Just remember this isn't goodbye, your my destiny.

welcome to my funeral without you i don’t even have a pulse all alone it’s dark and cold with every move i die. here I gothis is my confession a lost cause nobody can save my soul i am so delusional with every move i die. I have destroyed our love it’s gone, payback is sick .it’s all my faultI’m dancing with tears in my eyes Just fighting To get through the night I’m losing it With every move I dieI’m faded I’m broken inside I’ve wasted the love of my life I’m losing itWhen did I become such a hypocrite double life, lies that you caught me in trust me I’m paying for it with every move i die On the floor I’m just a zombie who I am, is not who I wanna be I’m such a tragedy with every move i dieI have destroyed our life it’s gone, payback is sick it’s all my fault I’m faded .I’m broken inside .I’ve wasted the love of my life .I’m losing it

Sometimes ..

 how you make me feel <3

I DON'T CARE

Blah Blah Monster

I HATE MYSELF

I hate myself right now. I really do!

in the heart is always crying because I miss the family ...
But my world has changed I would my family ..
I've rarely come home ..
Want to live a normal life like everyone else ..
Go home and greet their families ... But one thing that never goes away I was praying for my family ... Although I know that was not enough ...

Today is already four months I did not give smile to my mother  ... Hopefully, my mother understood me Sorry this is not yet fully understand the meaning of family ..
Oh god .. Please keep my mother  and my sister so I could grow up without an ad shortages ..

I WISH I COULD JUST DIE!

Broken Heart

you took the air I’m breathing.And stole my heart.I don’t know what happened.But we fell apart.You left me with a Broken Heart.I know what we’ve been waiting for.But that doesn’t give you the excuse tooo.Then all the reason you can
Especially, my best friend

I don't believe in love anymore

I don't believe in love anymore. I once was love's biggest fan. I loved love. I believed in love at first sight, true love, soul mate, all that mushy-gushy stuff the best songs and books are written about. It's what every little girl dreams about. One day my prince will come....blah blah blah. I used to believe in love. I was in love, like I'm talking head over heals, stars in your eyes in L-O-V-E. I loved you with all my heart even though I knew you weren't perfect. You were always more sure about us. Then we broke up for January, I thought my world would end. But time heals all wounds right?  Then you said you wanted to move in together. And from there we would live happily ever after, you even knew how you wanted to propose but wouldn't tell me the surprise. I was living every girls fantasy. Against the odds we were soul mates made for one another. A lie?  What should I be more upset about my broken dreams and broken heart, or the fact that I fell for it? Only fools fall in love, and love played me like a fiddle. So I don't believe in love anymore. Because if you don't believe in love there is nothing to cry about, and I don't have anymore tears to cry. So I gave up on love because it gave up on me.

To My Best friend

To my best friend, 

Wherever you may be, I just wanted to let you know that you are amazing. I wanted to thank you for everything you have ever done for me. You have always been there when I needed you, and you were always by my side when times got rough. I want to thank you for trusting me, and listening to me when I needed you to. I wanted to let you know that everything you do means a lot to me even though it seems as if most of it is trivial and stupid. I wanted to thank you for letting me help you, even though I know that you really know how to do whatever it is that I help you with. 

It's only been three, almost two years since I met you, but it seems like its been a lifetime. I never really thought that I would get to know you so well, in the beginning I used to make fun of you behind your back. Then I got to know you, and I grew fond of you. I began to see who the real you was. I learned to see the good in people because of you. 

I know you will never see this, and I'm ok with that. This post is to you, for you, about you, and dedicated to you. Even though I never got to tell you this in person, and even though it slipped once before, I just wanted to say I love you. From the bottom most part of my soul I want to say I love you. I want to stand atop the largest buildings and shout it to the world, but sadly these words will fall upon deaf ears. 

You are the only person I have ever felt this way for, and I will never forget you. 

To all of those who read this, this is tribute to my best friend. he is everything to me, and I can never tell him how I feel. It's far too complicated to spell out for anyone, and I want you to all know the even if you cant have the one you love, there is still hope. Even if its a glimmer, or the faintest sliver, there is still a hope. My hope is that one day he will realize how I feel, and that I fell for her years ago. I know that you love her, and that we are best friends. I know that you know I have feelings for you, and I'm glad you didn't drive me away when you found out.

When you smile I smile

I


'd wait on you forever and a day 
Hand and foot 
Your world is my world 
Yeah 
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get 
Any less than you should 
Cause baby 
You smile I smile 
Cause whenever 
You smile I smile 
Your lips, my biggest weakness 
Shouldn't have let you know 
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey) 
If you need me 
I'll come right there 
From a thousand miles away 
When you smile I smile (oh whoa) 
You smile I smile 
Baby take my open heart and all it offers 
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get 
You ain't seen nothing yet 
I won't ever hesitate to give you more 
Cause baby (hey) 
You smile I smile (whoa) 
You smile I smile 
Hey hey hey 
You smile I smile 
I smile I smile I smile 
You smile I smile 
Make me smile baby 
Baby you won't ever work for nothing 
You are my ins and my means now 
With you there's no in between 
I'm all in 
Cause my cards are on the table 
And I'm willing and I'm able 
But I fold to your wish 
Cause it's my command 
You smile I smile 

Imagine my surprise when you loved me back

"Imagine my surprise when you loved me back."

I read that message on a Postsecret postcard not long ago and it really spoke to me. When I've been hurt and abandoned its easy to go on expecting the same from everyone else. So when someone comes along, be it human or animal, with a real, true, sincere love that they give back to you, that "surprising" love can make you whole again. I know that uncounted broken hearts have been repaired by the unconditional love given by animals, but this healing love goes both ways.

Like I do

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His hair, falls perfectly without him trying. His eyes, shine perfectly when he’s smiling. He took my perfume, sprayed it on himself and said, “so I can smell of you”. I melted. I never really wanted to think I was in love with him, I just thought I want what I cant have, but no, now I know without a shadow of a doubt. I’m in love with him, and if it’s possible to love someone more everyday, I love him more everyday. I hate him. I hate him so much, I loathe his being. And yet I cant help myself, i'm like putty in his hands, I want to hug him, kiss him, hold his hand, I want to feel the beat of his heart, his warm touch next to mine. And yet all of these things are impossible. For now. I’ve set myself a goal, I’m not going to give up without a fight. I know that at least if I don’t give up, I will be able to accept defeat if the time comes, if I try my very hardest. But I know that in the end, you can't make someone love you. So I’ll wait. Always.

I still Love you,Damn it

It happened two weeks ago, yet it seems like it happened just yesterday. I had planned to propose moving in together in two weeks, but before I could do that, you left me. Never before have I been hurt that bad. I can't fall asleep anymore, I find it so damn difficult to concentrate on anything.

For the first four or so days I was shocked. I wondered if you ever really loved me. We were together for two years, yet you dumped my by sending me a letter. Yes, a damned letter. I should be angry, I should be furious. I want to be mad at you. But I simply can't. I keep wishing for a bloody time machine so I could just roll back everything we've done and said to each other. I just want you back - I still love you.
I try to think of everything bad that happened between us - I try to cling onto all the bad memories that we shared. And then I suddenly realise - I even miss those. I miss all our fights, I miss how we used to kiss and make up. I wanted to propose to you, I wanted to grow old together. I wanted to give you my life and in exchange I only asked for your love.

The day before yesterday was Christmas Eve. I spent it alone. If things were different, we would have celebrated our decision to move in together that night. But things weren't different. I just can't stand it anymore.

I promised to love you forever, no matter how naive that sounds. And I was going to hold up to that promise. And no matter what - I still will.

I still love you, damn it.